I find myself in my Priestess path.
I truly believe it is part of the human experience to feel lost at times, and to be confused or overwhelmed, with that little voice inside calling out “who am I?” Or “what do I really want?”.
I know that feeling incredibly well.
In fact, I find myself there often.
I have previously shared how I realised that for me, that feeling means I am about to find a deeper layer, a more connected version of myself, and I think this is beautiful (and true).
But I wanted to talk a little bit about the bit before you find yourself again.
The bit that kind of feels like a void.
It can feel heavy in that space.
It can feel liberating.
It can feel a lot of different ways.
And that’s ok.
Just remember that your journey is unique. That’s part of the beauty of it.
Sometimes it feels a bit lonely, and that’s ok.
I think my biggest piece of healing this past week has been really allowing it to be ok that I don’t feel super positive or joyful.
It’s ok that I feel kind of heavy and weighed down.
It’s not because of anyone’s actions, it’s not something for me to fix. Right now, it’s just about giving myself permission to be exactly as I am, without forcing an epiphany or solution.
There is nothing to fix.
I am just growing. And it’s uncomfortable sometimes.
Kinda like the metaphysical version of growing pains.
But even amongst the lost-ness, and the heaviness, I have a bright light, a spark of hope and magic.
That light is my faith, my connection to the Divine.
My Priestess path is my light.
I will be forever grateful for it, and I know it will always be a part of my life.
Thank you for witnessing my flow on this.
With love, always,
PS – if you feel drawn to walk the path of the Priestess, check out my Sacred Priestess Training